AARON'S SCARED TO DEATH!!!!!
this was taken right after he took the above picture of me.....
oliver was on his way....AAAAH!
ok folks,
So, I'm probably jumping the gun...but we should be expecting another little one around the end of April (maybe beginning of may...we'll see :O)
We just found out yesterday, via a home pregnancy test...and the result was PREGNANT! Aside from happening sooner than we anticipated, this is just what we were hoping for!
We're thrilled!
With both oliver and eliza, we waited a REALLLLLLLY long time before we told ANYBODY (parents included)!....like pretty much when we found out the sex is when the word got to spreading. (except with eliza, I couldn't hold it in and blurted it out to a really good friend before I even took the home test, she then kept it a secret for a very long time...thanks again :O)
We would go running all of the time, and that is when we talk "baby" stuff mostly, and there was no way I could keep it from her.
Anyway, I feel that there is no need to not tell....I felt very strongly before about not telling, for various reasons that nobody really cares about.
None the less, this is our baby, and whatever happens it will be ours for eternity; whether we raise it here and now or later in the next life to come....
Also....I have a feeling that my tummy won't be "hiding" this little one for as long as the previous two...and instead of people thinking I'm gaining regular old weight, some will actually know that I am pregnant :O)
So, indeed, let the fun begin!...
I have so many thoughts and feelings that I really just want to get out. Now is not the time because I am really tired. It's 11:40pm, and most of you know we like to get to bed early...so this is really pushing it :O)
anyway, I love oliver and eliza so much.
Oliver is just a grown up little boy and He is just adorable. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! I love him for so many reasons that I really could never even express in words. He brings LIFE into my life and I just can't thank Heavenly Father enough for him.
Eliza is growing like a weed, and is just the cutest little walking creature I have ever seen. She is still teeny, and walks really well, but still TEETERS a lot. Gosh she's cute. I honestly could just eat her.
She folds her arms to pray at just the sight of food (kids are such good reminders...they really don't let you forget). She wants anything and everything...if anybody has anything, she will be right there FAST to try and get it! She throws BRILLIANT tantrums and we just have to laugh at them because they are so so dramatic. She and oliver both love their stuffed "girraffies" and always want to hold them and love them just after waking up. Eliza even insists on carrying it around all throughout the day. She tries to escape outside with it in her arms. She looks at me, and as quickly as she possibly can, she teeters out the door... She's not quite fast enough to go too far. She says cute little words such as: jump, shirt, out, more, milk......
They are both so FULL of life and bring so much energy, curiosity, Excitement and wonder into our home, into our lives. I love them, and I just wish I could express it how I feel it. They mean everything to me...Our family, and the Eternal unit that we are means everything to me.
good night everybody, have a great week...and wish us luck!
sly